If Only

If only can be defined as something we wanted but did not get. It is often used as a form of regret. If only I went to law school. If only I bought that bigger house. There will be plenty of if only in our lifetime, but how about, ”I was able.” I was able to obtain my bachelor’s. I was able to finish my master’s degree. I was able to move to San Antonio, Texas with my family. With a clear and open mind, all of the what-ifs can be transformed into ”I was able.” This is true because God is the great I am. If I were to ask God how will I make it through this challenging environment, his response would be I am. When I ask who will help me complete this book, his response will be a mountain-moving, earth-shaking I am. God’s Grace and Love are my constant reminder that I do not have to live life according to the “if only.” I have a greater and more fulfilling life with “I am able.”

Credit: James D. Washington